MADAM GRUMPY BUM!!
Yep today that was me.
After a difficult day yesterday our new dog decided that last night he had found his voice and he barked for pretty much most of the night, no matter how many times we got up to him. So when my feet hit the floor this morning I had a crinkled brow and felt like a bear and no matter how hard I tried nothing was right. The porridge was too lumpy, the coffee was cold, there was no dog food (not that he deserved any) and why is it when you feel like that everyone just wants to poke you.
So I tried to find my happy..I really did.
For six months I have been saving to buy a new cupboard for my sewing room so I got the jar down today to see if I was nearly there...close enough. Off I went to the shop with my little envelope. Looked at it again for about the 100th time and yep it was going to be mine. Go to pay and the girl says I will check stock. Okay I think to myself I might have to wait a few weeks I can live with that..have waitied 6 months few more weeks won't matter. Small delay she says they will be here maybe January but definitely February. Before I can even speak she says so we will need payment in full today and we will let you know when it's in. I thanked her for her time and turned to leave (I wasn't keen on outlaying my money and then waiting 6 months) I had fallen out of love with the cupboard. I am half way out the shop and she says at the top of her voice you obviously don't know how business is done now days no one keeps stock on hand that's so old fashioned.....grrrrrrrrr....just keep walking I said to myself..
Now my happy was really missing.
Maybe I needed food so I go in search of something healthy..maybe some fruit.
I found some happy..